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Mar 5, 2013

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Teens cutting. A cry for help

I cut myself, I'm 16 I've being doing it for 5 years on and off, but the past year I've being doing it more regular, the cuts I have done recently are just starting to scab over, so I have to wear long sleeves; but... You do need to tell someone, I've being in trouble with the Police a lot in my past and I have youth offenders involved in my life, and they got my a councillor and someone to talk to about self harm it does help.  (Mar 21, 2013 | post #286)


why stay alive?

What a great example you're setting for younger people who are going through a lot like myself, I'm trying to overcome sexual abuse, chronic depression, post traumatic stress disorder, anxiety, and panic attacks, and self harm all in one go, I'm suicidal every second of my life, I have attempted to kill myself 4 times and 3 being overdoses and 1 stepping in front of car, I'm only 16 and you're setting the impression that I'm going to be like this for the rest of my life(y) thanks.  (Mar 21, 2013 | post #27)


i really want to die...

How can you be so seflish? Ending your life because you're unhappy, which will probably lead to your children having depression due to their mother not being around, I'm 16 years old my "uncle" sexually abused me from the age of 6 to the age of 14, I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Chronice Depression, Anxiety&Panic attacks regulary and I'm a self harmer, I've taken 3 overdoses, one which my mum knew about, I told everyone I took 20 paracetamol when in actual fact I took over 100+ tablets of everything, and when I was laying in hospital on a f*cking drip and I saw the effect I was having on my family I felt so guilty, I still have thoughts of suicide, and I am very suicidle, but the only thing that's keeping me here is my family, I don't want this to come across abrubtly, I just don't want your children to grow up without a mother, so you need. Be strong for them even though it is hard.  (Mar 21, 2013 | post #70)


I self harm

I got sexually abused as a child, it lasted for 8 years, which drove me to do horrible things, I have being self harming for the past year and I have depression, anxiety, and regular panic attacks, I have taken countless amount of overdoses and have intentionally done things to cause myself pain, even though I know it is going to hurt... What the f*ck can I do to stop being so unhappy? I feel so alone.  (Mar 21, 2013 | post #1)