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Hi dock , I haven't seen you respond so I hope you are well. As everyone has said before me I would defiantly think twice about the methadone! I've been addicted to heroin for 15 yrs and I've tried everything out there , that I know of, to quit. First I want to say you should be proud of the 5 or hopefully 6 days that you have been clean now. I know wd sucks but as Sasha said before you should be through most of the acute stages. I'm not sure if its the same for you but I know the depression and anxiety are the hard part for me. Depression was actually a huge reason I continued to use because it was relieved with the opiates, unfortunately it was a temporary solution and by the time it no longer numbed the depression and pain of life I was left w an addiction and a lot of wreckage. I've been on methadone3 different times and none of them ended in a successful entrance into a sober existence. I also agree that it's actually better to just continue w the heroin if it were legal but unfortunately for ppl like us it is not. Now Suboxone I have found had a far less destructive transition than methadone. I would really do some research and see what you are getting into. I compleatly understand not being able to go on one more day without something to numb the pain bit please think twice before you choose the methadone. I know some ppl disagree and say it is helpful but from my personal experience it it one of the most destructive substances out there. There is something to be said for a drug that was created by Hitlers DR. Anyway I hope you Are still ok and have not harmed yourself. Someday you will be past all of this and it will be a distant memory just give yourself a chance. Also as far as your living situation sometimes you have to be selfish and take care of your own mental health and sometimes your family can hurt more than they help, at least that was the case w me. The Salvation Army recovery center was mentioned above and I think that would be an excellent place for you to just deal w all of your issues and get support. I have been to inpatient programs and they are a good place when you can't get better at home. Please let us know how you are doing. God bless Shannon  (Feb 5, 2013 | post #22)

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Hey Chelsea, Have you ever considered Subutex? Or Suboxone? I just ask because I've been on a couple of different clinics and I haven't had a positive experience with any of them. I would suggest Suboxone because coming off methadone was the most horrific detox I have ever gone through I lasted a total of six weeks then I caved I used again. I just could take the muscle aches the diarrhea the sleepless nights and worst of all the anxiety and depression. Suboxone was a breeze to come off for me. I have heard some ppl say they had detox trouble w Suboxone but personally all I went through was some hot/cold sweats. I would hate to see you on a clinic if you didn't know all the options  (Jan 19, 2013 | post #31)

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