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Quiting this hell

One more thing Subs make it so much easier but I agree with people on here that say it is best to do it without them because I do think it is a monster of a different color .. And I am sorry I ever started those !!!! Ugh seems as if I cant win even though I am 90% better I feel as if I rely on those sometimes and I hate that .. Just my feelings ...  (Dec 18, 2012 | post #50)

Quiting this hell

Hey good for u I was situation have kids was spending all my money on drugs .. All my time finding them !! Nothing was more important !!! As a parent u know how hard thatis to say ??? It was my life everyday a slave to a pill ?? It owned my body, my mind, my money, my time , me .... The mist horrible thing ever !! I lied to everyone made excuses why I did it .. Lied to myself, worst of all my children !!! A horrible horrible monster ..... I never though would happen to me ??? Told myself can stop anytime !!! BS !! Finally I almost lost everything ... Pretty close .. And I still pay everyday for the peice of shit I was .. I will carry thT guilt forever . Forever ....I hurt people I loved they will always look at me different .. They will wonder if I am still using , if I am still lying to them ??? But u did first step stop lying to yourself and admit it .... I keep telling myself I spent more years without drugs then with drugs so I can do it !!! Things become more clear u have money again , u have time again , u can be the father u need to be for your son !! And don't ever look back , don't fool yourself thst u can have just one , u can't !!! Bury that monster deep I'n the ground forever !!!before I read what people went through on here I thought I was alone ,, but I see know that's just not true so many struggle everyday like me !!! U really have to live hour to hour right now ,,, but I bet u will not meet anyone that says Ohhh quitting was the biggest mistake of my life !! They all speak about how they wish they did it sooner and how clear they are how much their life has improved ....and all the regret it from starting using in the first place !!!! Don't get me wrong I will always love the feeling pills gave me ... But not at the price u have to pay not for a couple hours .. It's not worth a life ... But u have to find that out for yourself and congratulations on realizing that u are worth far more then that and tomorrow is not promised ...and live everyday like it could be your last !!! Good luck you are on your way to getting your life back !!!! Hang in there !!!!! U can do it ....  (Dec 18, 2012 | post #49)

have suboxone

Think u r right I met one but f2 f .. And he is all-out ....sux ...:( sad..  (Dec 13, 2012 | post #16)

subs avail

Omg really ? Anyone real? ........  (Dec 13, 2012 | post #10)

have suboxone

Can Can I e mail or text u?  (Dec 10, 2012 | post #6)

have suboxone

MA RI area ... Can't find anything and need 300 to go to see a dr . Then 200 the next week !!! Like I thought dr were suppose to help not rob u !!! That's not even for the script that's extra !!!!  (Dec 10, 2012 | post #4)

subs avail

MA RI area !! Ugh !!  (Dec 10, 2012 | post #4)

Subs in MA or RI willing to f2f???

Needing strips f2f I'n MA or RI totally real legit honest person !!! Please respond and can e mail or talk ...asap...thx :)  (Dec 10, 2012 | post #1)

Giving this a try...subs

Hi..need but prefer f2f where u from ?  (Dec 10, 2012 | post #2)

have suboxone

I do but nervous about shipping  (Dec 10, 2012 | post #2)

subs avail

Need ...where ? R u?  (Dec 10, 2012 | post #2)

adderall IR an ER U.S. only

Where at ?  (Dec 7, 2012 | post #2)

8mg subs and hydros contact for more bernicef...

City state????  (Dec 7, 2012 | post #2)