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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

multitasking poorly this morning: another good one is "tumult and oppression are worse than slaughter" but the stalkers KnOw that, so when one of us commits suicide it's a victory for them; being able to kill us without lifting a finger (I couldve only thought like this under the influence of drugs, these 'people' are 100% sober) and when we 'live' we have the 99% chance of losing work unfairly/ forgoing dating/ stigma/ insults from strangers etc/ being homeless even/ getting the nastiest and lowest male specimens as pursuants of you who would make any1 vomit. OMG, the one esp. I had to work with at that corrupt company and shit job. Well, Allah won't allow me to be brainwashed into thinking the thoughts and actions of my environment tell me who I am. That's ridiculous. I know who I am and I am a child of God. My mess has been oxidized, circulated and digested (yum yum) by the stalkers; theirs are still in the dark (festering). I am going to spit on you stalkers when you are burning in Hell, and you're going to say thank you.  (Jul 15, 2014 | post #16690)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

some verses that have helped some of my trauma from 'christian' parasites. book has been my soul food; secret councels are only (inspired) by the Evil One, in order that he may cause grief to the Believers for those who believe and do righteous deeds, will be Gardens, beneath which rivers flow: that is the great salvation, (the fulfilment of all desires) But they (g/s trash) had not been sent as keepers over them (t.i.s) ! truly hell is as a place of ambush - for the transgressors a place of destination: they will dwell therein for AgEsjust sharing let not some men among you laugh at others: it may be that the (latter) are better than the (former) who does greater wrong than one who invents falsehood against God (this one is for you 'Christians', using church services as a way to condemn and rape me, so you can get your rocks off together like a good ole weirdo cult) spy not on each other {for sport when no wrong doing is manifest} my favorites: God does not love those who do mischief and those who annoy believing men and women undeservedly, bear (on themselves) a calumny and a glaring sin. the blame is only against those who oppress men with wrongdoing and insolently transgress beyond bounds through the land, defying right and justice: for such there will be a penalty grievous and you seek the forgiveness of God: for God is Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful and God is enough for a witness. God bless the survivors.  (Jul 15, 2014 | post #16689)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

It doesn't seem like a bad idea Eleanor if a person is Very careful but I do not have any credibility with the police for example and certainly not in the bank where I was completely plagued by some bylefilths' & friends. The police I am sorry but I do hate most of them; I was being mocked by them for doing 2big4me drugs etc not knowing they were part of the dissemination of inaccurate information. Most of them I am confident are just foul or will be from peer pressure. Plus I haven't always been the best denizen so they hate me too. And they have authority to incarcerate a person mentally also. I can say that a rainbow is really a donkey in a tutu that wears a colourful bandana; my messed up thought is not a danger to mysel/others/prope rty but it would be naive of me to think I wouldn't be violated by them regardless. It is possible. I would not want to go or present AnYtHiNg to them even if I had always been responsible. I don't want to be in a room with one worse plural. Have actually known decent police, liked one briefly, but this was before the stalking started; add my very past behaviour plus the favours gained by helping to harrass a person....A lawyer told me, it's done illegally all the time, people being incarcerated and just left and forgotten there. This country makes me sick, wish I could at least be stalked somewhere cooler, but the God-complex devils just love the heat. Plus I don't even want my ashes to pass in the shadow of a church; any church here, much less for me to go to one worse I am no longer christian. They've been gotten to; seen it too many times. Doctors? Nurses?:( I think the group disbanded because it will be hard to differentiate a perp from a real t.i. (not if you see synchronicities/co nfessions said to gloat ofcourse) and this situation obviously does not engender trust. Because of my isolation and the perversiveness of the os I'm very vulnerable where I am, my favourite people are only the ones I don't know. But I like that you are always thinking Eleanor, a group adds safety for a t.i. if they are morally sound and can fight peer pressure, but they are hard to find; I've looked.  (Jul 8, 2014 | post #16625)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

I wondered and wondered what was happening to my life. What was up with the syncronicities, that were too frequent to be random. Knowing looks, unexplained snubs and stigma; unwanted repeated Aggressssive come ons, insults by mere acquaintances and complete strangers on the road, people dropping words, expressions I used repeated verbatim including private visits to GPs (Hypocratessp? would roll in his grave), getting emails where content of at bible study for eg would be said repeatedly at and directed at me by every soulsucking vermin in the room, poisonings to hurt my stomach from the christians, landladies getting visits about me after which I get notice without giving me the specifics of accusations, mocked for surviving a rape by the godly christians. Even cops have insulted me. Heck if you do messed up things even a 2/10 you can reasonably expect negative consequences, but there are known rapists, even pedophiles, morally and desperately depraved degeneragtes who are living infinitely better earthly lives than me and always-toed-the-la wline t.i's yet I have God to thank for not being grudgeful. I always thought conspiracy theories were just that. There's one with mel gibson and julia roberts, boy did I laugh wide eyed. Now I think this thing can be based on experimentation; besides destroying lives and dreams and souls if they could. I thank God for the stalkers who have 'lost it' in front of me, yelling, telling me things that happened in my life almost 10 years ago when I didnt share my business with them. No need to connect any dots fellas! Thinking they were hurting me when they were just helping my disorientation and undenial because I wish I could say "sh*t like this can't happen; this is a free country", "corruption cannot reach such heights, be so barefaced". The things that can be done to the mind, these stalkers are real life sized pathogens and pawns. I thank God I am not psycopathic; my crutch are cigs, yet I am called out on the streets as a crackhead. If these things had not happened I would still wonder if God was really upside down cause it's obvious the world is. Not to even leave me be to live a good decent life am I allowed. I only ever read or heard about anxiety, panic attacks, where at first I would swear to God I was dying. Two degrees both honours and can't find a decent work where I'll be left alone in peace. Have to keep starting over and over and over to the same injustice and new faces of sadists with *surprise* visits from old timers. Some regulars came by the house again today blocking the driveway in a moving truck where no-one was moving to or from this section as in previous times. They have their schedules. Walking up and down on the lawn, speaking loudly, sometimes whispering, picking the tree repeatedly, kept staring up at the window where I was at; last time I came out to try to assist and asked them to not block driveway. I had refused to get personal or familar with them. Today, they waited and waited, looked, and it was obvious they were disappointed when they left without my acknowledging them. So glad I ignored them so they had nothing to feed on this time. I have helped these stalkers to read, spell, solve problems. Returning hatred for love, bad for good, this world is ridiculous, and glad in this case it's just a temporary (in)convenience. T.I's need to be tougher than a coffin nail or you'll jump from a building or start eating out of the garbage (and this happens to NON t.is) and I'm mocked for being soft, even on the last job where I had to flee for a fragment of peace. I'm sorry the world is the way it is, I hope that real T.I's will get tougher and manage even thrive if it's possible. I have to get re-grounded and re-rooted everyday, because this tyranny logic cannot always fathom; as heinous as it was at least one knows slavery was due to greed this thing though Glory be to the most great God, who is the most high, where in the Hereafter dreams do come true.  (Jul 7, 2014 | post #16623)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

I am sorry but this game is not fair and it's mostly passive aggressive cowards who are pulling the strings. Like I've said before on this forum it can actually stop but it's just not probable. I ran from a job due to the os also. I don't have family, family watched me burn alive almost ten years ago, only gasoline will they offer. Be thankful for that please. You did the right thing to stand up to a criminal and I hope you won't regret that in spite of the consequences. I used to behave less than exemplary, changed my ways, stalking has only increased. Told on just the 29th of May how it will never stop and that I have no one to trust; by perverts, dunces, rapists, cultists, pastors, people up there in society. I hope you believe in God, it really really does sound lame in a situation like this as God will not affect the will of man to prevent evil, debilitating and orchestrated acts, but my comfort is in a Hereafter. Not telling you what to do, just hoping you will find something (exercise routine, meditation, helping the indigent?), something to root you. And speaking about it does not help; that's how attempts have been made to label and diagnose me as paranoid schitzophrenic. I'm not wearing a hat that doesnt fit though. Blessings. OMG, I should add, a stalker told me that a cop told him I bought and smoke crack. Stuff like this can go to the head of the police force. And this guy is respected in the community. So when I would go about my business and have people shouting crackhead! I always wondered but only shook my head. They dress up your flaws and mistakes to paint you like the devil; try to eradicate or just ignore what good you do, and just make stuff up (fuel to watch you burn). The cops. The sh*tstem. Can't change the will of man and they enjoy transgressing all bounds, the passive aggressive losers. What can I say  (Jul 7, 2014 | post #16622)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

so at work my ex-subordinate has 'called me out' saying that he has gotten the 'full hundred' about me. my flaws should therefore equate to Insanity. this is the guy who has sexually harrassed me for 3 months, from day 1 of the job. Day 1. if i had given up my 'gud-gud', there would only be compliment after compliment coming my way. The MD and his wife know about it, and it's probably because of the sh why they have not fired me thinking i might go to a lawyer (not the litigious type) and they are an international huge company. my immediate supervisor has told me that anywhere i go there will be a background check, people will discredit me, and people are the same everywhere. true. she would be one. but this is the woman who when i told her that the person i succeded grabbed my thigh twice saying 'yu thick girl!', said absoultely NOTHING and still continued to compliment him on being a Professional. because he was also a perp, just like her; her friend and confidant and she did not want to see him leaving the work he cursed. the same pervert chris burke has said she is easily swayed. add my detractors to her and i now have a permanent enemy. another 1. and the full hundred about me includes an ex, various areas of my different addresses in thinking i could out-move this scheme, my flaws, negative past actions. i used to have a party hard lifestyle, irresponsible and have been very lucky. and i was told that by him too, but the whole point of this shi* is that even the open secret it is, just them lying in unison is enough to additionally discredit a person. i think that's why i was being hit on soooooo heavily, every single day from day 1. not because they want or care for me, the demonizing and marginalising and gossiping has made that void, but because they are going on old yet brief past behaviour and want to get a piece and feel like a 'man'. this ex-subordinate chris is such a dunce that i had to spell out and 'interpret' a discrepancy form for him and his batty (2 batty and bench friends). one point for the fellow beleaguered: 'easy' routes will be presented to us; not to lead us out of the harrassment/entrap ment but to make it Seemingly less intrusive. bullcrap. we shouldn't unwittingly sell our own selves out. you have principles that define you, tell them 'go suck out u mumma' and don't compromise yourself even when they threaten death. t.i's get and will get sooooo much dishonor, that dying or 'dying' (enduring extra o/s for not conceding to evil) is nothing. my boat has really passed shamie, but not my dignity, self worth, belief in a just and neverending good God. i walked off the job on tuesday, the MD and his wife said to reconsider. i think because they found the sex. harr (not the o/s) surprising and atrocious. a new employee hugh-dean offered me his services last week. told me he is good in bed till some women have given him money afterwards to show their appreciation. i asked him to define prostitution. he asked me how long will it take for me to give it up? i said theoretically speaking that it would be 6 mo.s to a year. he then asked me if he would be able to retire after gettin it? is it that good? when i moved from that warehouse to no longer work with the sexual predator, to his own warehouse (temporarily i heard), he then told me my harrassment will never ever ever ever stop. he actually got angry at my questions and answers to him. the enemy has ZERO principles. ZERO. i have a predjudiced unprincipled/princ ipled only when it's convenient supervisor, employees males (never men) who go out of their way to touch touch touch me. it would look very strange if i told the bosses that so many males were harrassing me. it would be a way they can cherry pick info to make a person look like a liar or mentally sh*td in the head. the odds are i will walk off AGAIN and leave jjust their stuff there same time. the MD said personal relationships are oftentimes worth more than technical skills. convenient.  (May 30, 2014 | post #16354)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

 (Apr 19, 2014 | post #15861)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

Sam, you are in the same boat as T.Is, you're just a willing participant and I will pray for you. God bless.  (Apr 19, 2014 | post #15857)

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Just looks funny. Didn't know about 'sock puppets' till I came on this forum and don't want to judge or be rude either. But I am a proud weirdo on here anywho, demon (bad spirit/ ***cruel person***) talk is not welcomed by non Christians though in my experience both definitions and not just the latter can be applicable. Whatever, hektor 7 has the join date of Dec. 9 location hidden, he is accused of having sock puppet trolls, you have the same date and btw sam pickets' writing does not stand out as different from hektor's either. In this T.I. tyranny b.s. coincidences aren't taken lightly, that's my point.  (Jan 30, 2014 | post #15050)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

Hiya ! Cool pic. You remind me of Hektor 7?, he originally joined on Dec 9 also. What a coincidence.  (Jan 30, 2014 | post #15044)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

OS can stop as anything is possible however it isn't very probable. When degenerates and the depraved find something like this I think it gives them a God complex and they may want to keep it up as it gives them a thrill. And I have seen how addictive it can be, someone who hates gays will work with homosexuals to accomplish nefarious goals for T.Is, it really bonds people together. A lot of the times it does seem like it stops but I have learned that during these 'quiet' periods/cycles, information about you is being collected that pops up later. Especially if you have moved, like I did, and they get acclimatized to you so to speak in learning about you and then mimicing behaviours you were trying to avoid (learning about your skeletons, pet peeves, your schedule etc). T.I's are chosen for several reasons. I was because I mixed with weed and pre-marital sex and made the mistake of being friendly with another T.I.; my stalking comes from 'Christians' but my parents have gotten involved. My mother's reasoning was I should be bullied because I am not acting right. But at that point I was doing nothing out of the ordinary. Ironically it's made me a better Christian but will it make any difference though time will tell.  (Jan 8, 2014 | post #14767)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

You are perfectly right, and that's a shame.  (Nov 8, 2013 | post #14372)

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Gang Stalking and psychological harassment

I've long agreed with your first statement but I think it can go deeper for an individual based on their lack of resources, like for myself. They know I don't have a tv, so listening to the radio would be more probable for me. Due to my brief history with maryjane and the socioeconomic factors that determined my 'company' I suspected my phone had continued to be tapped. Because I did not mention to anyone not even out loud that I was going to that particular church service (I only tried calling) it's only clearer still about the forementioned. There are no emails to be mentioned at church/cult meetings anymore. My mother said she removed the audio bug from my room that I am 'squatting' but the devil is a liar. I remember the day she did it. I asked her if she had needed anything because I saw her from downstairs going into the room. There was no camera because she was in her underclothes. She told me I was seeing things, told me to lie down and take a nap. It's sad happiness in knowing and seeing things unravel. Confessions, though no apologies. The deception keeps unravelling. To me only self deception is the worst crime. I have more confidence now, even though part of that confidence is of the knowledge and facts that I will never have a future. I can't control others. I think advertising and marketing were used due to my not having a tv and having less options of entertainment. That's my belief. Thanks Eleanor. Found that due to globalisation alot of foreign cultures customs are really shared now on basic levels in this country; even idioms that were never used here before are being touted as normal. A pigeon or pigeonhead is a person who is trained. Fly here, take this route etc, follow orders. Take a message (usually in a small note) The same for a monkey; do as I say. Maybe common sense is not common or cultures aren't as shared worldwide as I see and perceive here.  (Nov 7, 2013 | post #14359)

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That's what I suspected only gets deeper and more nefarious.  (Nov 7, 2013 | post #14358)

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