Use to be fun...
iam sorry but I would stay up and help you maria but its about to be 3:30am and I don't want to leave you but I have to go to work in less then three hours and if I don't sleep it will be a long day... but I shall be here later if you need help with anything.. (35 min ago | post #22)
your denying your involvement?, you wanted her and your safety net...thats normal..you wanted to defy your chains and still be imprisoned.. I think you were oblivious because everything was falling in your favor.. (38 min ago | post #57)
how do you feel? your expecting her to save you from your contrived doom?... hanging on to your failing marriage isn't going to help you maria....even if you two secretly be together you will only endup living two lives...and they will both tear the other apart.. (45 min ago | post #55)
your problem is you need her but that situation contradicts the world you created...so we could say you do love her? (53 min ago | post #21)
she is married so I guess she would feel uncomfortable.. your marriage isn't so thats why your so hung on the situation... are you expecting to much? (56 min ago | post #52)
its not easy letting yourself go for people... you need someone to truly connect with... (1 hr ago | post #19)
I think your overworking yourself maria...iam not seeing any correlation between the two.. you just said she stated what you said about her... (1 hr ago | post #50)
you should act while everythings on the table...think about what could come into affect from your denial to erase the negativity.. should you not be responsible for the calamity you had a hand in? (1 hr ago | post #16)
your the one who needs her..she has the marriage you deny yourself.....as you said yourself she has a good marriage... she should feel guilty.... (1 hr ago | post #47)
you became comfortable with the denial...you should escape maria...you created your cage you have the key... (1 hr ago | post #13)
maria....your world is crumbling...and you refuse to admit the truth.. (1 hr ago | post #45)
now you contend to shake the cage....all the pieces are falling in place this could be your chance to break free of this cage you have created/chosen and stop denying yourself what you needed from the beginning.. you both hold a negation...he refuses to admit the reality of the marriage and you wish to remain in your cage....but it works if it works why are you here now? you techinally having a affair proves your starting to break away from your delusional love...does it not? (1 hr ago | post #43)
althought you sound like your hiding behind your delusions.... you say men make many passes....your entire life? are during the years you have been married? (1 hr ago | post #11)
I was right your marriage is a way for you to be in love without being in love because your afraid of its consequences...you imprison yourself to escape the pain... your marriage may have some impact on the ills in your life...your denying yourself by ingraining your heart in a cage to which it only suffers.. what do you mean he is in the past? (1 hr ago | post #10)
