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huh. how do u no  (Dec 10, 2013 | post #5)

methadone

how much a pop  (Dec 10, 2013 | post #3)

Wichita Kansas sucks dick!

lookin for methadone, or any good pain killers.. in missouri/kansas city area.. willing to drive.  (Dec 10, 2013 | post #8)

tar kansas

lookin for methadone, or good pain killers.. hit me up  (Dec 10, 2013 | post #12)

Heroin or coke in Kansas City MO?

same. need help in kansas city area.. lookin for methadone, or any good pain killers.. hit me up :)  (Dec 10, 2013 | post #7)

Kansas City or Omaha got a hook?

im out in missouri/kansas city area, mainly lookin for methadone.. but would be fine with oxys.. or any good pain killers.. hit me up.. thx in advance.. :)  (Dec 10, 2013 | post #41)

Need in Kansas

yo people i live in the missouri area. but can drive. does anyone have any methadone? or any good pain killers?  (Dec 10, 2013 | post #105)

Imodium... and Zantac... STOP WITHDRAWALS!

Yup im still going strong.. :( Tomorrow will be day 12 sober.. ugh  (Oct 17, 2012 | post #2786)

Imodium... and Zantac... STOP WITHDRAWALS!

BLAHHH i dont no why but i feel worse and worse.. getting out of bed gets harder and harder! >.< im on day 6.. tomorrow brings day 7, hope this goes by quick.. might be my last post for the night. so until tomorrow.. night!  (Oct 12, 2012 | post #2782)

Imodium... and Zantac... STOP WITHDRAWALS!

I might give it a shot also. Worth a try :) hehe  (Oct 11, 2012 | post #2779)

Imodium... and Zantac... STOP WITHDRAWALS!

Yea im taking imodium and sometimes zantac. It does help a bit. and yea i try to stay in the moment because thinking ahead KILLS me lol. :/ Tomorrow brings me day 6 being sober.. it honestly has gone by pretty quick now that i think about it :D cant wait to be clean for a month. two months ect :) Thanks for your kind post :)! - I'll update tomorrow :)feel like crap at the moment :/  (Oct 11, 2012 | post #2778)

Imodium... and Zantac... STOP WITHDRAWALS!

Today is the worst.. and it's day 4, as much as i didnt want to get out of bed.. i did! :P Im trying to catch up on school work.. slowly but surely.. :/ - and i believe you are woman of your word :D - i do have family that i could talk to this about, but theres a high chance of them telling my parents.. so im not gonna go that route, i would much perfer the support i recieve on here, its just as much gratifying as it would be for one of my cousins and what not. (they would prob judge me/tell my parents ect) :/ - No one knows that im addicted, about everyone i know; knows that i take pain killers, but they dont no the extent of it.. as in, taking them about every day.. they think its a once a week thing, if that. :/ one of my best friends used to do it all the time with me.. but he always got them threw my connections.. but he only did it for a few months off and on so he never got addicted. and as much as i wanna go on and on i really feel like crap right now.. i feel hungover.. and just all around CRAPPY. like a depressed feeling, kinda like thinking "oh ill never stop feeling like this" whichis a horrible thing to keep repeating to myself but im trying to think positive ! :/ Just wondering when the jist of these withdrawals will stop because when i went to florida for a whole 30 days i dont remember the withdrawals stopping for 5mins, and thats the TRUTH. I honestly dont no why my withdrawals were so bad while i was in florida, i had stomach pains to the point where i would get 5 hours of sleep a week,i would puke/diahrea 24/7.. worst time of my life.. but while im at home/my environment the withdrawals are only 1/2 of what they were while i was in florida.. I dont no.. - this will probobly be my last post of the night, so ill make sure to update you tomorrow SF, and whoever else is followin :P THX AGAIN FOR THE PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. god bless.  (Oct 10, 2012 | post #2774)

Imodium... and Zantac... STOP WITHDRAWALS!

Thanks for that post, yea im finally realizing what life will be like if i stick to this path, and i dont want that. :/ - thanks for the prayers! and i would write more if i didnt feel so crappy! :(  (Oct 9, 2012 | post #2769)

Imodium... and Zantac... STOP WITHDRAWALS!

Deal about the college thing ;P heh I almost caved in and got the vicodin today, but im happy to say i didnt. Todays been miserable.. :( Its all uphill from here!  (Oct 9, 2012 | post #2768)

Imodium... and Zantac... STOP WITHDRAWALS!

Hey there, i read your message just as i was about to go to sleep, your support is greatly appreciated :) tomorrow brings day 3 of being sober :) - this is the first time i've ever been excited while going threw withdrawals because i no its my last! i just NO IT! goodnight! - ill update tomorrow :P  (Oct 8, 2012 | post #2761)