Your religion teaches that a god will reject me to hell for not believing in "him."<quoted text>
No one has condemned you to hell, not even God.
Theologians taught you that nonsense, and it is in big part fear that keeps you "locked" in the bondage of such a horrible teaching.
I have no fear of an afterlife, as I am prepared to take it as it comes ... IF it comes. I don't worry one way or the other.