He took all of our horrid sins on Himself ..literally became Sin so sin was crucified..though He was,sinless himself.
He was not reciting a,Psalm ..He was crying out in against from the Sin
That was so foreign to His perfect being .
Don't you see..this made His sacrifice SO MUCH GREATER THAN PHYSICAL.
HE lived us,THAT MUCH
I know. And be at peace. I can relate to what you are trying to say. It is a quiet and great joy to fathom, the limitless love of God for us.
Perhaps I know in just a different way.
Jesus is the Healer of our soul, spirit, mind, and body. He repaired that which is broken within us, and repaired our relationship with God. This is what Jesus sought to do, sought out to seek the lost sheep, and he accomplished when he said, "It is finished."
It is because of the most central understanding that we have and can be a recipient of God as being the Most-Humble-Love, that God offers us eternal life with Him, that we begin an awareness of our journey with him. It is to our benefit, that Jesus leaves, and the Spirit comes to journey with us...,it is how we follow Jesus, and are led by the Spirit.
It is God's humility in allowing us to touch him, which makes us realize how great and awesome He is....