June, I really do think you know what you believe, your so mixed up.<quoted text>
Atheism is a believe that the universe had or has no creator ... not even the one of your dreams.
Religion is the belief in the existence of a creator.
Your all about self, and you are an atheist if you don't believe in God.
In my opinion you believe in nothing, that takes a lot of faith JUne. How do you explain all you see.
My mother use to say believe nothing you hear, and less of what you see.