Whatever we have spoken in darkness will be revealed for all to hear and know (Lk. 12:2,3)- our words will as it were be cited back to us before others in that day. We will be judged by our words.<quoted text>
Cancers are very autonomous Jethro. They like to play "Hide N Seek". As I am experiencing. But I know it will rear it's ugly head again soon.
God does want you Jethro. He is always present. If you have not already, ask God into your heart/life through Messiah-Jesus.
20Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.
21To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne.
22He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Holy-Spirit saith unto the churches.( people).
The Lord says this in the context of warning us not to have the leaven of hypocrisy in the matter of our words-
there’s no point in saying one thing to one person and something different to someone else, because our words will be gone through at the judgment and will be open for everyone to hear.
We should live, He implies, as if we are now before the judgment; speaking things we wouldn’t be ashamed for anyone to hear. Note in passing how he says that hypocrisy in our words is like leaven, that corrupts and spreads within an individual and a community. Once somebody starts being hypocritical with their words, someone else does. And we’ve all seen plenty of this, in office departments, classrooms, men working together, women running childcare groups together, in families…and even in ecclesias. Someone has to break the cycle of saying one thing to one, and something different to someone else.
find it if you wish, but it certainly condemms you in that link.