I understand that and you are right for morally doing that for the bible says in Mark 3:25 "And if a house is divided against itself that house will not be able to stand."<quoted text>
I joined because my husband is more of a devout member than I. I was attending a different church, but I didn't feel right with us getting up Sunday mornings and going in different directions for church service. I only attend because of him.
But when you are both in error you must seek the truth to bring you out. That is why you are feeling the way you are, you see something is wrong. I too was in the same situation and the end result was that me and my spouse departed ways. They were more for the HOP than for Christ and I was the opposite.
Jesus said in Matt 10:36-38 "And a person's enemies will be those of his own household. 37 Whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me, and whoever loves son or daughter more than me is no worthy of me. 38 And whoever does not take his cross and follow me is not worthy of me."
This is so true because me and my spouse seem to become enemies once I chose to leave the HOP. I have no regrets that I chose Christ over daddy! I pray for you that your spouse will be more understanding, if not you must follow Christ no matter what.