Trust: a louis tomlinson fanfic

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Directioner4life

Fort Lauderdale, FL

#1 Sep 6, 2012
Intro~~~~~~~~~~

Ok, so, have you ever had that feeling where you just wish you could end it all? All the pain, all the agony. All the argueing, and chaos? Well, that is pretty much my life. My life is chaos. 

Hey loves! So my name is lindsay. i'm 18 years old. I live with my mom and dad, and my 16 year old sister taylor. I live in london, england, and  I might sound happy sometimes, but it is most likely pain covered with a smile. I've always thought that if someone told you that if you needed them, they would be there for you. They would be your shoulder to cry on. Well, that is not true. No matter how hard things can get, there isn't just gonna be that one person who sees you need help that will help you. It's only like that in movies and books. I wish it was reality, but unfortunatley, it's not. See, i've been through enough sorrow in my life to know that you really can't trust anyone. My parents are Always arguing about the smallest things. For no reason. I used to just pretend that it didn't bother me, and i would fo to my room, and just forget about it all. But from there, it would esculate. They would start screaming at eachother. Music was really my only escape. I would blast my music, and try to leave all my problems. But that really didn't help so much. I went through depression. I was really never happy anymore. It was a terrible feeling. Being alone, with no one who understands what you're going through. Sometimes, i wished i could just end it all. I thought that if i hurt myself, it wouldn't hurt as much as the pain i was going through everyday. I never was someone who would think about hurting myself. I always told myself i would never do that. But that was when i wasn't going through this. That was when i lived a happy life. But this is now, and i'm not happy. At all.
Directioner4life

Fort Lauderdale, FL

#2 Sep 6, 2012
Should i continue?
Brittany P

Detroit, MI

#3 Sep 6, 2012
Yes love it:)
Maddy

Kernersville, NC

#4 Sep 6, 2012
Yes yes but do u need any characters but anyway I love it so good
Camryn

Patchogue, NY

#5 Sep 6, 2012
Tess keep going.
Spunkeyhulastick s

Saint Francisville, LA

#6 Sep 6, 2012
Yes yes yes plz plz plz I love it u r sooooo creative

“fml=food's my life ;)”

Since: Aug 12

the town of AWESOMENESS

#7 Sep 6, 2012
Write more will u read mine it's called even just a little hope
Directioner4life

Fort Lauderdale, FL

#8 Sep 6, 2012
OMG!! You guys are soo sweet, and i will will tell you guys when i need more charecters.
P.s. should i make this a long fanfic?
Directioner4life

Fort Lauderdale, FL

#9 Sep 6, 2012
I was wlking home from school. Did i mension it was pouring? Yeah, well...i was. And my house is like 15 minutes away. And it is getting a little cooler out.'Oh joy'(sarcasm) it always seems like the bad things happen to me. What did i do to diserve this? All of a sudden, a car went rushing by, causing me to get drenched in water. "ughhhh!!!" i screeched. No one would even hear me. There was no point. I continued walking in misery. My books and papers were all probobly torn, with ink running everywhere. This truly was torture. I was walking, and i slipped in a puddle. "oooowww!" i yelled. I got up, in pain and walked again (more like limped). I was able to see my house. It was close now. I got to my house, and quickly opened the door. I took of my shoes, and scanned the place. It was only me and my sister taylor. That meant more torture. See, we didn't exactly get along, but we had our moments. I went up the stairs, in pain. I got to my room, and put down my school bag. I cheched to make sure my phone was still alive. It turned on. "Thank god!" i whispered. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was a mess. I was soaked. My light brown hair, was in a messy bun.(really messy, now that im wet). And my mascara was running. I went to my bathroom, and cleaned up all my make-up. I looked at myself again. I looked less like a monster, but my green eyes showed how tired i was. I decided to just take a shower. After i came out og the shower, i put on a red and white striped shirt, and a pair or blue skinny capris. I slipped on my red 'toms'. Then i brushed my hair, and did a waterfall braid. I finished it off with a blue bow, and did some simple everyday make-up. I looked around my room, and it was kinda messy. To lighten up the mood while i was cleaning, i turned on my iphone dock, and let whatever whas on my ipod play. The song that came on was moments, by one direction. I always liked them ever since x-factor, but i was never a fangirl. Besides, the one that really caught my eye was named louis..i think. 

More? Comment if i should continue :)
moray

Kernersville, NC

#10 Sep 6, 2012
Yes please write more

Since: Aug 12

Bothell, WA

#11 Sep 6, 2012
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Maddy

Kernersville, NC

#12 Sep 6, 2012
Love it
Jennifer

Zion, IL

#13 Sep 6, 2012
Omg so awesome

Well what are you waiting for ? Write more now!! Btw love it

“fml=food's my life ;)”

Since: Aug 12

the town of AWESOMENESS

#14 Sep 6, 2012
More
Katie

London, UK

#15 Sep 7, 2012
More

Since: Aug 12

Bothell, WA

#16 Sep 7, 2012
More!!!!
Rachael Styles

Plymouth, UK

#17 Sep 7, 2012
More!
Camryn

Patchogue, NY

#18 Sep 7, 2012
Moree
Stewie

Tinley Park, IL

#19 Sep 7, 2012
More please
Directioner4life

Fort Lauderdale, FL

#20 Sep 7, 2012
After i cleaned my room a bit, i looked out the window. It was suprisingly sunny out. I decided to go take a walk. I grabbed my phone, and left my room. I tiptoed by taylor's room. It was slightly open. I peeked through the crack to see her texting. "typical" i whispered. I opened the door,mand she jumped. "i'm gonna go out for a walk!" i said. "whatever!" she mumbled. I rolled my eyes, and left her room. I checked the time on m phone. It wasn't even close to the rime my parents where supposed to be home. I went downstairs, and left locking the door behind me. I decided to listen to some music. I popped in my earbuds, and went on my way. I decided to go to the park, which was like a 5 minute walk. When i got there, i sat on a bench. I started to think about my life. Why it is the way it is. A tear slid down my cheek. It wasn't only everything i'm going through that made me like this, it was a lao the fact tht no one was there for me. For some odd reason, this doesn't even seem to affect taylor. I don't understand why, it just doesn't. Another tear slid down my cheek. It was painful thinking about this. Sometimes, i lost sleep thinking about it. I sniffled, and felt a hand on my shoulder.

Continue? Thanks for all the nice comments lovlies! <3 :)

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