About to leave work....

[RiderGurl]

I do find you intriguing, but know nothing about you.. I am not one of those people who talk to someone and two days later... moving to their state or home. I find that you are in a long time one of the only men I have spoken to and it will take along time for me to develope trust, emotional attachement if ever romantic feelings. I am so sorry you interpreted my question, I guess because you have stressed how you help and ect... I thought you would not read into it.

As far as in a hurry, I think you have me 100% wrong. I was just curious. It is so hard to convey true thoughts... I am sorry. I didnt know this would come to im in a hurry...

Peace!
DL

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RiderGurl wrote:

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WHOOOOAAAAA, slow down AD.......WE R JUST FRIENDS! Nothing else.....
NO I am not judging you, I was talking about the help that you offer... just making sure that it is real that is all... that is the aspect I came from... like the paid advice and supplement advice...
WOW, please do not interpret that as an emotional attachement... That is way too much... I am speaking on your advice. thanks for clearing that up...
Yea just heard.SHOCKED!

Ok kiddo, I misinturped you so NP, I have done supplements for 20 years at least so ok, dl lets be friends, we can right, all I am asking for is a friendship..ok

I see you met the resident huffer, as you can tell I can't stand his cartoon character. You have also met HY and I will handle him as he has respect for me...not much as he thinks he is all that but he is NP...but do not get involved as he will take it up and he is good at it...ok

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RiderGurl wrote:

I do find you intriguing, but know nothing about you.. I am not one of those people who talk to someone and two days later... moving to their state or home. I find that you are in a long time one of the only men I have spoken to and it will take along time for me to develope trust, emotional attachement if ever romantic feelings. I am so sorry you interpreted my question, I guess because you have stressed how you help and ect... I thought you would not read into it.
As far as in a hurry, I think you have me 100% wrong. I was just curious. It is so hard to convey true thoughts... I am sorry. I didnt know this would come to im in a hurry...
Peace!
DL

No DL, I did not mean in a hurry in that sense, I meant in a hurry as we are not really talking, we are kinda talking past each other, as I have thrown out some open ended questions, and so far you haven't spent a lot of time in answering them or asking me any questions. I see you are busy on the forum though and thats cool too, and if we are patient with each other, I think we can be close.

I would never presume you, or assume you, so again lets be friends and see how that goes, as you are real special and I like special.

The cues in this format are hard to read as there are no visuals or vocals, so all we have are words, no body language, or voice inflection, so to communicate we must have patience for one another, and DL if you ever have a question about something I have said, if you ask me I will clarify it and I hope you will do the same for me...ok

Your friend
AD

[RiderGurl]

AD,

Like we said before, we keep open minds about everything and see what goes. I am intrigued by the seemingly numerous similiar activities that we enjoy. I am not pushing for anything, and yes we can be friends. I am just one of those people who just is me and lets my life go as it goes. I have no barriers. I am sorry, you thought that I was HURRYING!!! I think that was most difficult to hear, because that is not who I am ...

YEA I met him... so here we goooooooooooo... LOL thanks

SO can we keep this at day two, and let it be what it is going to be? fair?

AD, I dont have to rush anything, I get my fair share and turn it down. I am a long term , take my time, simple person....

danielle ((HUGS))!!!!!!!!

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RiderGurl wrote:

AD,
Like we said before, we keep open minds about everything and see what goes. I am intrigued by the seemingly numerous similiar activities that we enjoy. I am not pushing for anything, and yes we can be friends. I am just one of those people who just is me and lets my life go as it goes. I have no barriers. I am sorry, you thought that I was HURRYING!!! I think that was most difficult to hear, because that is not who I am ...
YEA I met him... so here we goooooooooooo... LOL thanks
SO can we keep this at day two, and let it be what it is going to be? fair?
AD, I dont have to rush anything, I get my fair share and turn it down. I am a long term , take my time, simple person....
danielle ((HUGS))!!!!!!!!

Sweet Dl.. You kicked butt there, I am impressed you put that boy in his place...you rock kiddo!

Yes we are on the same page now, I like that.

Talk to you soon

AD

[RiderGurl]

;)

PHEWWWW! Thats a load off me!

danielle
DL-

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hell yes is done now...he wont push to much with me there, you dont know it yet but I can be real bad and he don't want to go to far with me.

He will think about it first, may return later, probably tommorrow as he is smart, and quick witted but unsure around me.

[RiderGurl]

JUST a ? got a pic?

[RiderGurl]

You know you have asked some open ended questions and yes, you are correct, I havent answered them. I think I have been assesing items and getting a handle on what I wanted to say.

As far as pain management, right now I am at the point that I do not want to live like this or accept the fact that this is what my life will be. I am too athletic and want to further my golfing and try to make a career out of it. I want to be active, maybe have kids.. I can not believe in a world of such astounding medical advancements that joing replacements have to be so often,(10 YRS)or so difficult. I am not willing to accept that I can not be my athletic self.

In regards to living in AZ... yes it is too hot to ride in the day but during monsoon, you can catch a ride once in awhile. I like it hear, may not stay forever, but for now it is home. I love it!!

Regarding, can you ever pinpoint type? Sometimes you can and you cant.. To be honest, I think the minute that you see someone or talk, converse, it is a feeling. I think that it is just simple chemistry. There are many non automatic respones to color of hair, eyes, lips, figure, height, intelligence, smell, sound and interation that causes one to be attracted. Who knows... But I have my type.

Now, I have asked your story, and yes you have told me about the accident and the pain management. Why do you say that you have done all this research? What made you do it. Is it much like myself, that you dont want to accept this.

I will be honest, they are talking about Michael Jackson dies from RX abuse and I dont want that. I want to live forever and I know that isnt going to happen. I want alot huh.. lol Is that what you are doing right now with the vitamins and potenators to get off them?

Now a personal question, do you want to find someone? What do you, AD want? Just let me know.

I dont want to talk past you! I am sorry for that.

SMILE
Danielle

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LOL good job there DL I really am impressed with that, you have no idea how most just run away.

So yes, we are the same page as I have been in pain managment for 7 years.

I started out with shots, forget that as most times they missed, then slowly went up the chain of ever increasing opiates with diminishing returns, I never wanted to accept things, like this much like you, so hence the research of potinators.

I was at one time, up to 180mgs of oxi, now I take 15mgs to 60mgs depending on my cycle of aminos (potinators) and the pain factor.

I am a veracious learner and reader, I am always researching something or other, I am a history buff, and of course my main focus is nusmismatics and I am in the very top of my field, have turned down numorous offers to work for large companies as I like my freeddom.

I can make 1-5 thousand dollars on a weekend and why should I work for someone else?

Dl I wish I knew what I wanted as I live with regret when it comes to true love, so like you I am not sure, so lets go from here as you have my attention for sure and lets find out how we are as friends.

O yea hell yes is not a prison biatch, but hey he is now..lol

Talk to you later ok..:)
AD

[RiderGurl]

AD, I asked what do you want.... not in regards to me... but YOU, AD.... I wasnt to be in that answer. But let me say this, never regret, just learn and NEVER make the same mistake twice. I understand fully, as I have often felt that same regret but refuse to let it bury me.

[Troubled Waters]

What's this forum about?

[RiderGurl]

I must admit, I made the call today after two years and he left me a message back.... NO answer

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RiderGurl wrote:

AD, I asked what do you want.... not in regards to me... but YOU, AD.... I wasnt to be in that answer. But let me say this, never regret, just learn and NEVER make the same mistake twice. I understand fully, as I have often felt that same regret but refuse to let it bury me.

Let me think about that question, as I cannot answer right off..ok

A good point, and now I need to contemplate, as maybe I need to stop hurrying myself...ok

I will yalk to you soon DL, I am sorry you didn't get the answer you wanted with your call.

peace to you baby, I am out, talk with you tomorrow for sure...ok

[RiderGurl]

Ahhhh, the call wasnt about getting back but just cleaning up the closet... u know... ever had some issues that you just wanted to shut the door on?

I do not think that you are in a hurry. WELL maybe at our age, we need to speed things up... clocks are ticking.... LMAO

Take care babe!
Have a good nite.
dl-

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Hey Good morning
I imagine you are just about up and getting off to work, I am running out to the barber, and stopping by wal-mart to pick up a few things, then to the office to finish up my prep work for the weekend.

I work hard on the weekends and it is outside one day and usually lose a couple of pounds every weekend this time of year.

Yea so you got me thinking of getting into better shape, no doubt, I do lift a couple of days a week but I think I am going to get my cardio up, as even with your leg you could probably kick my butt in BB and we can't have that..lol

So yea athletics, imagine being a baseball player and not being able to ever throw a ball right again...So see I understand a lot, lot, more than you may think. Ah chit, even thinking about that crap wears on me.

Have a great day DL talk to you soon,
AD

[RiderGurl]

Good morning! At work so I'll respond a bit later! Be careful and enjoy!

[Ridergurl]

Hi, Have you ever had a day where things just hit you? Today is one of those days for me. I have been taking personal inventory of late, and wow, seeing in writing is really difficult. I am not sure if you understand what I mean by this or not... I am talking about financial, family, friends, work, health, love... all the good things. I assumed I assesed my life to be farther ahead than I am now. OR a TROPHY WIFE...LOL I am missing some parts ya know....

Now I am just throwing this out there, something to think about or admit???? WHICH ONE?

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Ridergurl wrote:

Hi, Have you ever had a day where things just hit you? Today is one of those days for me. I have been taking personal inventory of late, and wow, seeing in writing is really difficult. I am not sure if you understand what I mean by this or not... I am talking about financial, family, friends, work, health, love... all the good things. I assumed I assesed my life to be farther ahead than I am now. OR a TROPHY WIFE...LOL I am missing some parts ya know....
Now I am just throwing this out there, something to think about or admit???? WHICH ONE?

Not sure if I am following you to be exact, and hello by the way..:)

Dl You know a trophy wife is something a old rich guy has on his arm, usually a real good looking but not real mentally challenging, women like so much bling..say like a gold rolex.

From what I have seen of you, you are beautiful, but not really bling as you need mental stimulation, someone with some real intellegence to stimulate thought.

God trust me, there is so much stupid out there its almost unbelevable that most of these people can feed themselves. I hate to sound like that, but I deal with the public, and the higher end public as my product is not for people without money, and really DL a whole lot of plain dumb.

Let me throw something at you, because without a doubt, I have met a lot of folks here on-line and I am very impressed with your intellegence, and I think you can tell I have a higher IQ than most.

That with my curiosity and my starvation for mental stimulation, and as I have said my thought process is a little different, have me thinking and with that thought, do you see somewhere we don't kinda match as I do.

I kinda want make you guess here just for funnsies..

But I will tell you DL, you are quite a woman, I am very impressed with your intellegence, your strength, your ability to comprehend, just everything about you.

So what do you feel you are missing, as believe me DL when I look at you, and not so much physical as I do quite alright in real life, but as an overall package, in mind you are kinda out of my league.

I guess I say that because I have not met anyone quite like you here in this enviorment, and this is something different for me to meet a person who has so much depth, so evident, so right there on the surface to see.

Now DL please do not misinterpid, anything I have said, and remmeber if you have a question, always just ask, as we are both throwing a lot at each other here..ok

If you want to admit something, as if you could be lacking, as I see nothing lacking about you, just go ahead friend as that is what we are here for and whatever if anything else happens it happens, right?

O yea, thanks for that hug last night as I was afraid we were not hitting on any cylinders and was wondering if you really cared whether we were or not.

That made me feel, like you did care, and that means a lot to me...:)

AD

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Ridergurl wrote:

Now I am just throwing this out there, something to think about or admit???? WHICH ONE?

How about this... something to work on?... as I myself do personal assesments and intresting how you threw something at me yesterday to think about...what do I want?

You have asked me a thought provoking question, that has been on my mind all day, and I have been busy as hell all day, yet this question has been on my mind.

This question you have is it a fear? Is it more something missing, as yes, you do have sucsess.

A hell of alot going for you, any real man can see. I am not sure how to approach you on this as I have seemingly misread you a couple times already, yet I am not quite so sure I have. You are intresting DL thats a for sure.

Provacative.

yes, the right word
AD