Jax new what before who?<quoted text>Desperate or not, he lies.
All of them are born that way and Jax knew he was gay before he entered the service.
Others know the same as well.
Many also hate themselves because of this fact while others cope with it as best as they can in a predominately straight world and try to rationalize it as normal.
I personally believe that there is a natural purpose for being gay though.
I served my country. I have an honorable discharge. I didn't lie about anything and one of the biggest problems you schmucks have with me is that I like myself a little more than you think I should.
Personally, I think I'm a hell of a guy.
There's nothing you can do about any of that except post personal attacks on topix and I've been here long enough to understand that what you have to say doesn't impact my life at all.