You've misquoted the line, shinning,(why am I not surprised): Cowards die many times before their deaths;<quoted text>
Cowards die a thousand deaths but I am alive and living well.
Obviously, Truth angers you to a point of Blood Pressure Crisis.
Surround yourself with lies and you might live longer.
Won't be much of a life, though.
The valiant never taste of death but once.(If you knew where the quotation came from, you'd know it didn't work out so well for the speaker, but, of course, you don't and you wouldn't.)
The only way you're living well is this "so much cooler online" existence that seems to be all you have. JMO