MUQ, I am trying too be logical by understanding the scriptures.<quoted text>
I think you are talking more from emotional outburst than reason and logic.
The Gospel of John is not the one to base your faith on. The writer puts his own word and thoughts in the mouth of Jesus.
Jesus as depicted in the Gospel of John is totally different from what we find in the Gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke.
Why only Jesus, souls of all Prophets and even every human being were existing before Abraham came into the world.
You are trying to read too much into the OT books and mixing Paul's logic into it.
Jesus was a human prophet, created by a special miracle of God. He did not become God and never was God.
God does not change forms and come as Jesus, this is Hindu Philosophy of God taking human form.
The gospel of John is not different than the 3 others.
Jesus Heals on the Sabbath
Another time Jesus went into the synagogue, and a man with a shriveled hand was there. 2 Some of them were looking for a reason to accuse Jesus, so they watched him closely to see if he would heal him on the Sabbath. 3 Jesus said to the man with the shriveled hand,Stand up in front of everyone.
4 Then Jesus asked them,Which is lawful on the Sabbath: to do good or to do evil, to save life or to kill? But they remained silent.
5 He looked around at them in anger and, deeply distressed at their stubborn hearts, said to the man,Stretch out your hand. He stretched it out, and his hand was completely restored. 6 Then the Pharisees went out and began to plot with the Herodians how they might kill Jesus.
Mark 4: 35-41
Jesus Calms the Storm
35 That day when evening came, he said to his disciples,Let us go over to the other side. 36 Leaving the crowd behind, they took him along, just as he was, in the boat. There were also other boats with him. 37 A furious squall came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that it was nearly swamped. 38 Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples woke him and said to him,Teacher, dont you care if we drown?
39 He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves,Quiet! Be still! Then the wind died down and it was completely calm.
40 He said to his disciples,Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?
41 They were terrified and asked each other,Who is this? Even the wind and the waves obey him!