let me give you a hint. Jesus is not on the cross anymore. he is Risen. and the Bible would be much more of a Blessing for you to receive.I know you not dined my name.
my priest give me cross INRI as gift
the bible gives life, that cross took lives, sometimes even as much as 6,000 men were killed by the Romans on the Apian Way. read about it and then leave that sick irreligious system called the roman catholic church and have nothing else to do with it. as God commands you to do.