Greetings Aquarius WY<quoted text>
And when you thought you found "truth" it was but merely your own revelation/revolt against those who brought you up, and what you consider to be lies. That's cool, except it is obvious that you STOPPED searching yourself at that poiunt and settled in to just bash others for not being as "free minded" as you.
Where is your forward direction dear? Where is your search? What happened to it? Do you think that it is cool and OK to just sit back on your laurels now, when there is a multitude of "truths" out there to yet discover for yourself? Get off your pulpit and get to personally reducing the suffering that you say pisses you off so much dear. Get busy correcting what you perceive to be an injustice to mankind.
If there is no God, then this suffering is the fault and the doing of mankind itself. Stop blaming your non-existant God for it. Get off your a$$ and do something POSITIVE about it.
There is only so much one can do in a day.
I am at a time in my life, where little physically can be done. But when I can, I do.... So I try to improve myself internally and externally in seeking virtues, such as you mention(justice). I think when younger, one doesn't have much time, rushing about making a living for the family.
I don't think I bash others. But if it seems so, then my apologies....
I think your right, that suffering is the fault of the individual and humanity in its parts, and as a whole....