Those are YOUR words ... not mine.
I was raised to believe in the existence of a god by two loving parents that belonged to two different religions.
You ought to know about that type of confusion Robert F. After all ... you've been a Protestant, an Atheist and two times you've been a Catholic. And in between you dabbled in Buddhism.
And don't forget about Hinduism, and Islam...(smiles)
Have a little compassion....Its the key to all good religious behavior.