So again ... you indicate that you believe the teachings came from Jesus. And then you wonder why I become confused by your posts?<quoted text>
And it does not require any affiliation to the RCC to achieve it, nor does it require a belief in Jesus either.
His teachings only refer to it.
You stated that nowhere was there anything written by Jesus, And that you don't know if he actually lived, and so on.
I suggest you are still mesmerized by some form of Gnostic teachings, but at any rate it's difficult to pin you down to any one way of believing, as your beliefs seem to swing from pillar to post.