I would suggest you come to the saving faith in Jesus Christ. Given you age, who knows how long you got.<quoted text>
Bottom line is, you believe those who have abortions are murderers ... period.
I don't believe that there IS a god in existence to punish OR forgive.
And I don't believe that women who have abortions are murderers of anything but cells that would if allowed to grow into babies would be human beings.
I suggest you think about all those fetuses becoming Muslims rather than Christians and that will give you a fresh input into the value of the fetus.
Google - Doctor telling Congress about abortion and then tell me if it justs cells.
I feel sorry for you Grams.