Wow,..that's scary ..seriously .Please "god" ... I beg you ... if you hear my pleas, strike me dead this moment so that every devout believer in every religion will know for sure that you exist.
THERE ... that ought to do it.
Luckily for you..at the moment..He does not answer to you.
You.will meet Him.in His timing June.
And you are correct when you said..if there is not a hereafter ..you won't know.
BUT what if there I'd ..And you meet Him face to face..
I don't want an answer PLEASE ..as it would probably be just as awful.as your.post
Just when you go to bed at night think about..WHAT IF THERE IS???