Sorry never had it drilled in my head as a child. Far from it.<quoted text>
Like June, most the whole world that you claim Jesus died for choose not to believe it.
I wonder why not? Most didn't have it drilled into their heads since childhood like you.
Why did God choose you to be given a head-start?
Everyone has a sad story , all the bad stuff in the world is not God's doing.
Its because man wanted to please themselves, more then God.
Once man has set his own course in life God will not but in, unless He is asked to.
He however is always there waiting for us to come to Him and His arms will be open wide to welcome you home.
No matter what man may not forgive the things you done but God will.