So then if after I ask god to give me free will in the afterlife, and god says "NO ... you must burn in hell" ... then I don't have free will at all ... RIGHT??? That means that the god is a very punishing god in deed.<quoted text>
Now we are back to free will again June.
God gave us that choice to do good or evil.
I suggest that you are the one who worships this image of such a horror ... so you deal with the image.
I never allowed my self to worship such a monstrosity, so I found it easy to walk away from religion.