I think if you were alive 2,000 yrs ago, you'd be the chief scribe or head of the Pharisees that killed Jesus and His followers for 'not obeying the word'.
(the Word according to YOU that is.)
You need to read your BIBLE
THE WORDS OF JESUS WERE...AND HE DOES NOT LIE.
Joh 10:17 Therefore doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life, that I might take it again.
Joh 10:18 No man taketh it from me,
but I lay it down of myself.
I have power to lay it down, and
I have power to take it again.
This commandment have I received of my Father.
IT WAS OUR SINS THAT NAILED JESUS TO THE CROSS...yours and mine