The medications they give you are to stabilize the misfiring in your rain due to a chemical imbalance. Maybe they take away from your manic euphoria and stop the voices in your head which you dislike. They are not hardening your heart but allowing you to think clearly.
Seriously get the professional help you so desperately need, your life will be better for it.
Why don't you think the people who wrote the articles need help mentally?
Ahhh; don't bother answering, you laugh at children being burned to death, and that tells me a great deal about your empathy!!