Thank you for your words of encouragement. Dearth of Couth has passed on without Jesus the Savior. Many of us tried to tell him that he needed to be saved.<quoted text>.
My heart melts for you, I struggled with salvation for many years, tried many different churches, etc. I am still learning My bible, and I am Not here to save you, just from what I read imo you Did things to please Men, and never Had a personal relationship with god, sometimes Not all people have a very exciting remembering moment When they accept Jesus, it Does time to fully trust the Lord, I am still working on it, it is Not easy, atleast for me, I started studing the Word, myself, Not in church, in My home, and One day as i prayed, I heard the Word answer My prayer, it popped out strong, then It finally hit me, I have to be devoted to God, Not the church,or people.....it has taken me years to find the truth... I am still searching, I hope you will try again, Seek and you will find.... No strife, I like to read these forums, just to remember My own struggle
I hope you continue to witness to others in the hope that they will repent and believe.