well you have SO many problems that i don't even know where to begin to start....-Faustian- The Serpent wrote:
I left Christianity behind, about a year ago. However, I still believe in God...
This is just one of your problems I think you have - you have to attribute a belief to specific semantics, but when faced with them yourself, you avoid them and divert - as you did here, assuming your god has already done this.
oh yes, let's start with your-SELF; when you hate your life in this world enough to die with Christ, then maybe we'll have something to talk about;)