I don't hate anything. I just know that Paul teaches in direct opposition to Jesus. But you would rather follow Paul because he fulfills your desire for revenge and hatred. You were taught that as a woman you are worthless. Paul had the same idea. So, you agree with him.<quoted text>
You hate the writings of the apostle Paul, who wrote under the influence of the Holy Spirit. Why is that?
You were abused as a child by an overly religious parent. You were told that abuse was your fault, and so you believe it and believe that all those who make mistakes are deserving of eternal punishment unless they make a stupid remark like 'once saved, always saved'. Jesus never taught that. In fact, Paul never taught that.
You are hopelessly lost in a terrible and horrible myth.