I can't speak for others, but I think I pretty much understand what you have.<quoted text>
i realize you can't fully understand what i have in the Bible cuz it's not written for antagonists.
so....what do you have?
Your religion gives you an excuse for behaving badly. And when even you cannot excuse your behavior based on your religion, it nevertheless absolves you of culpability for that bad behavior, as well as immunizes you against any liability for it -- at least in your mind.
It's also a short cut to being right for you no matter how wrong you are. It allows you without serious education or effort to pretend you're right because your myth agrees with you.
And it provides you with a sense of superiority over those who clearly are your superiors -- intellectually, spiritually, and morally.
The one thing it may not provide for you that it commonly provides other fundies is a sense of community.
I doubt you have any real community. Probably not even a church you regularly attend. I can't prove that, but it is my hunch based on years of experience on Topix. And I will consider any response from you contra a probable prevarication.
By the way, you've demonstrated repeatedly that you have only the most rudimentary familiarity with "the Bible". I'm not even talking about understanding, just simple familiarity. That's because what it says is of little consequence to what you want to believe and what you want it to do for you.