Are you sure you're worshiping the right deity in your religion? You sound like you're pretty unhappy.<quoted text>
how much does an idiot pro athlete or rap 'artist' rake in these days?
you go, brother Rick, go and prosper your ass off in this goofy backwards world of idolatry.......
So I checked out people who worship the other deity in your religion for you. They sound very happy - what's more, they aren't science deniers like you! Here's just a taste for you, to whet your appetite for more:
"The mission of The Satanic Temple is to encourage benevolence and empathy among all people. In addition, we embrace practical common sense and justice.
As an organized religion, we feel it is our function to actively provide outreach, to lead by example, and to participate public affairs wheresoever the issues might benefit from rational, Satanic insights.As Satanists we all should be guided by our conscience to undertake noble pursuits guided by our individual wills. We believe that this is the hope of all mankind and the highest aspiration of humanity."
Maybe you can be born again again? Only this time, to a benevolent deity, not an angry demeaning bigoted one. Good luck!