His anger has got to be at least in part for his god for appearing to tolerate so much disrespect from unbelievers. He thinks he's got a god in his corner, but has to watch it sit back and do nothing to defend its reputation, its church, its bible, or people like him that go out on a limb socially for it.Don't be angry, lightbeanrider. Maybe some prayer would help you.
In a sense, it's pathetic. "Where is my god?," he wonders, like a dog waiting at the window for its dead master.