No, I don't. I would find evidence of god perfectly agreeable. There just isn't any. All you can appeal to is that "I must find him myself," and as profound as that may sound to you, it's the same thing a follower of zeus or thor might encourage me with. So it's meaningless.<quoted text>
You "want to see" no evidence of God.
You "want to see" no reason to believe.
Religious people are under the impression that you guys are offering a hard sell - you're not at all. "Believe in this, get eternal bliss!"