LOL! My life is not at all idyllic and I would venture to say I've suffered more heartache than MANY but of course, many have suffered much more heartache than I have.<quoted text> Gift you say? Who gave it? Most people through the ages didn't have your idyllic life, they just suffered and died. The faithful didn't suffer the second death
Sorry, bub- but the point of living THIS life- and this IS the ONLY life ANY of us can be 100% sure of- is to live as UPLIFTING a life as possible and to "make hay while the sun shines".
You want to WASTE YOUR life by likening it to being in detention?
That is truly your problem and I feel very sorry for you.
And you have NO idea what the "faithful" did or did not suffer upon that moronic "second" death you refer to.