You prove that you not only do not understand, but are unwilling to. I'm not really atheist though , more of an agnostic.<quoted text>
There it is! The good ole atheist comeback "You don't understand"...
But I consider the lack of evidence , evidence in itself.
I biggest wonder here is exactly what your apprehension is to evolution and the big bang theories. Are you not able to incorporate them into your belief? Because denial of scientific truths weaken your position no matter what position you take.