No, you didn't deserve it, you simply made a mistake, we all make mistakes. All children deserve nothing less than love, and especially not being beaten up.<quoted text>
My dad was a great guy, who was very old school. When Mom said to wait till dad got home, I think I know a little bit what it must feel like to be on death row.LOL He would smack me, but I most likely deserved it, it was only for doing something wrong, he didnt hit me to be hitting me. I knew the rules, and what would happen if I broke them. But I never hated him for it, but that being said, I would never do that to my kids. Big diffrence between a smack on the butt, and total beat down. LOL
Stop hullicinating that you were loved, and kill yourself.