What you're describing above doesn't really qualify as a fantasy.<quoted text>
You shouldn't talk about your ailment in such a way.
Think about it, schizophrenia is long-term mental disorder of a type involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behavior, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relationships with fantasy.
Your fantasy is say you "know" God doesn't exist.
Your fantasy is say you "know" heaven doesn't exist.
Your fantasy is say you "know" hell doesn't exist.
Your fantasy is say you "know" Jesus didn't perform miracles.
But you don't "know" any of that, your fantasy tells you it's real.
If anything, YOU are the schizophrenic.
1. Imagination unrestricted by reality
2. Fiction with a large amount of imagination in it
3. Something that many people believe but is false
4. A musical composition of a free form usually incorporating several familiar themes
1. Indulge in fantasies
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Interesting, so now, when you assert that you know your deity exists or any of the above statements are made by you, such as "hell exists", "heaven exists", or, "the Jesus! performed miracles", that's just your fantasy.
<Ar Ar> "Pay me no mind, my religion is my schizophrenic fantasy"