Ok. So I'm pretty sure that I'm gay. I don't really get turned on by women or anything like that, although I find some women stunning. I only get turned on by men. Although I find them attractive, I could NEVER EVER EVER EVER be in a relationship with one. It would feel really awkward and I wouldn't even be open to trying anything with men. I also want to be with a girl. I want the emotional closeness and affection that I could not have with a man. I know it sounds like I'm straight but it is very difficult for me to get turned on by a woman. I don't know what I am because it doesn't sound like I'm bi but I also know I'm not gay or straight.