Am I Starting To Like My Step-Cousin?

Am I Starting To Like My Step-Cousin?

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IDontWantThis

Milwaukee, WI

#1 Nov 23, 2017
When I fist saw my step-cousin I began following them around trying to get them to play with me (I was 10 and they were 12). I don't know why, but I just couldn't leave them alone. We didn't see each other much, but every time we did, I rrslly wanted to talk. Years pass, and queue earlier this year. At a family wedding I got to see him for the first time in a year due to him being busy with college. He came in dressed nice, and wearing glasses that suited him well, and my heart faltered a little, and I thought that he looked amazing. Queue our family gathering today. I got dressed hoping he would be there, and when he arrived, I kept talking, and was so happy any time he asked me anything. I loved the clothes he was wearing, and the glasses, and offered to help him clean off a mess from when someone bumped into him or something just so I could hold his hand. I don't even know what it is that appeals to me, all I know is that when I mentioned how my personality was peculiar in comparison to other college students, and he said he could relate, I felt way too happy. When he left to talk to his mother I had to make a conscious effort not to follow him. Now it's 1 am and I am struggling. Is this just a physical attraction or something more?
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Reynoldsburg, OH

#7 Nov 24, 2017
IDontWantThis wrote:
When I fist saw my step-cousin I began following them around trying to get them to play with me (I was 10 and they were 12). I don't know why, but I just couldn't leave them alone. We didn't see each other much, but every time we did, I rrslly wanted to talk. Years pass, and queue earlier this year. At a family wedding I got to see him for the first time in a year due to him being busy with college. He came in dressed nice, and wearing glasses that suited him well, and my heart faltered a little, and I thought that he looked amazing. Queue our family gathering today. I got dressed hoping he would be there, and when he arrived, I kept talking, and was so happy any time he asked me anything. I loved the clothes he was wearing, and the glasses, and offered to help him clean off a mess from when someone bumped into him or something just so I could hold his hand. I don't even know what it is that appeals to me, all I know is that when I mentioned how my personality was peculiar in comparison to other college students, and he said he could relate, I felt way too happy. When he left to talk to his mother I had to make a conscious effort not to follow him. Now it's 1 am and I am struggling. Is this just a physical attraction or something more?
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