So sorry for your loss, Ricky. Losing someone who matters a lot, hurts a lot. You are in my thoughts, and in my heart. Consider yourself bear-hugged.<quoted text>Wow that sucks!
It's almost like someone who steals from their own family, the only people on earth that truly have your back!!
Trust me brother I wasn't in a good mood either. Yesterday I buried the closest female friend I've ever had except for my wife who I was in total love with but that ended a while back, but this friend was there for pretty much that whole 11 years and then some! She was like the sister I never had and she was so down to earth and laid back, non judgmental over anything and the one person in real life that I truly felt I could tell anything to without repercussion. If I ever needed to talk IF (lol) I could reach her she would give me plenty of time and I gotta tell you I'm having a hard time with this one and I never get depressed ever! This is bothering me way more than losing all of my grandparents, aunt, father-in-law, sister-in-law, everyone, so that's a little strange but it's how I feel and when she found out she had stage 4 cancer and only a few months to live she took it a little had as she loved life here on earth. But there is a silver lining here, she lost a son when he was 9 years old due to wrong medication prescribed for him years ago, so she came back to this area from Austin to be buried next to him and I got to see her husband Randy and even older friend I used to work with (that's how I met her), her other 2 kids the same age as mine who all used to play together and all the friends I knew through them so it was surreal for me yesterday.
Randy stayed in Austin to get his retirement while she moved to Aspen to get her day care business up and running (they were that strong), I was going to fly up to stay with her recently then this happened, so she went back to Austin to have family time and that's where she passed.
So it was and still is sad and emotional for me, the hardest ever and of course my ex-bitch never called nor showed up even though I texted her ahead of time of what was going on, she didn't even go to her old best friends funeral either who passed of breast cancer a couple years back, but I did. I feel obligated to go to friends funerals, that's just how it should be.