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I have been addicted to pills for more then 3 years. I've detoxed 3 or more times and still I seem to go back to the dark side. I hate it. I'm miserable all the time. I get high and for that short time I feel false happiness and then all the depression and sadness comes back yet again until that next time I get my hands on some pills. I have never reached out and tried talking to fellow addicts or people that have been where I am. I just want my life back so badly. Can someone please talk me through this and be there for me while I fight to get through this once and for all?