If someone want to learn the truth, do you think they would use the internet or woould they study the Scriptures and prayer for Jehovah's guidence. I did, and guess what, "the very next day two Jehovah's Witnesses were at my door."
Jehovah has a purpose and he will always get his way.
Satan heard your prayer. You were supposed to test the spirits. That was your mistake and how you let Satan in.
You would have done better to learn about the JW cult before your brainwashing. Now it is too late.
Notice how terrified you are at the very idea of looking at objective sources.
Satan uses that fear against you. It is his way to keep you under his control.