Do you ever get mad that you didn't h...

Do you ever get mad that you didn't have a choice to be in this world?

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Since: Feb 13

Encino, CA

#1 Feb 25, 2013
You weren't asked "Hey do you want a life on earth"? Nope just forced here with no say to endure all the physical, mental, and emotional pain of being a human. Everyone has gone through something horrible in their life and if you haven't you're lying or YOU WILL. It is not fair to anyone and I consider myself to be unlucky even though I do know there are people that have and have had it worse than me I just can't stand it here and if I didn't believe in God I would hang myself. Life is just the same thing eat, work hard for little pay, stress, depression, anxiety, got to deal with terrible people all the time, sleep wake up and do it all over again until you're too old to work and die. I also have to deal with trauma and abuse from other people and myself all the time. Someone else now is going through something like that all the time! I don't even know how I make it everyday alive in the condition my mind and body is in right now and as I am typing I am shaking severely because my stress level is so incrdeibly high I can't even be still for five seconds without going crazy! I have panic attacks TERRIFYING panic attacks! I think I'm losing my mind sometimes. I don't even enjoy doing things that I used to love doing because I don't get pleasure from it but I really wish I did! All of this because of life! My self esteem is low but it never used to be this way. It was destroyed years ago and I've done whatever possible to get myself help but nothing works. No one understands and I know because when I tell people they are confused. I really hate being in this world and why people continue to bring kids here to go through the same things we are faced with is baffling. Sorry if I offended anyone. Maybe your life is better. I don't know.
Cisco Kid

Jamestown, CA

#2 Feb 25, 2013
blossom100 wrote:
You weren't asked "Hey do you want a life on earth"? Nope just forced here with no say to endure all the physical, mental, and emotional pain of being a human. Everyone has gone through something horrible in their life and if you haven't you're lying or YOU WILL. It is not fair to anyone and I consider myself to be unlucky even though I do know there are people that have and have had it worse than me I just can't stand it here and if I didn't believe in God I would hang myself. Life is just the same thing eat, work hard for little pay, stress, depression, anxiety, got to deal with terrible people all the time, sleep wake up and do it all over again until you're too old to work and die. I also have to deal with trauma and abuse from other people and myself all the time. Someone else now is going through something like that all the time! I don't even know how I make it everyday alive in the condition my mind and body is in right now and as I am typing I am shaking severely because my stress level is so incrdeibly high I can't even be still for five seconds without going crazy! I have panic attacks TERRIFYING panic attacks! I think I'm losing my mind sometimes. I don't even enjoy doing things that I used to love doing because I don't get pleasure from it but I really wish I did! All of this because of life! My self esteem is low but it never used to be this way. It was destroyed years ago and I've done whatever possible to get myself help but nothing works. No one understands and I know because when I tell people they are confused. I really hate being in this world and why people continue to bring kids here to go through the same things we are faced with is baffling. Sorry if I offended anyone. Maybe your life is better. I don't know.
I see you live in LA.
That's enough to give you stress attacks all by itself. I start feeling stress just coming over the grapevine with all those crazy drivers fighting over twenty feet of space in front of my bumper.

Maybe relocating will help.
There's lots of nice, calm, friendly places to live.
It's easier to do than you think and probably more healthy for you.
Another thing, work on your relation with God.
Join a church and get active helping others. It will work wonders for your mind, self-esteem and outlook on life.
Life can be pretty good and it sure beats the alternative.

Peace and light for your journey.
Sharkey

United States

#3 Feb 25, 2013
blossom100 wrote:
You weren't asked "Hey do you want a life on earth"? Nope just forced here with no say to endure all the physical, mental, and emotional pain of being a human. Everyone has gone through something horrible in their life and if you haven't you're lying or YOU WILL. It is not fair to anyone and I consider myself to be unlucky even though I do know there are people that have and have had it worse than me I just can't stand it here and if I didn't believe in God I would hang myself. Life is just the same thing eat, work hard for little pay, stress, depression, anxiety, got to deal with terrible people all the time, sleep wake up and do it all over again until you're too old to work and die. I also have to deal with trauma and abuse from other people and myself all the time. Someone else now is going through something like that all the time! I don't even know how I make it everyday alive in the condition my mind and body is in right now and as I am typing I am shaking severely because my stress level is so incrdeibly high I can't even be still for five seconds without going crazy! I have panic attacks TERRIFYING panic attacks! I think I'm losing my mind sometimes. I don't even enjoy doing things that I used to love doing because I don't get pleasure from it but I really wish I did! All of this because of life! My self esteem is low but it never used to be this way. It was destroyed years ago and I've done whatever possible to get myself help but nothing works. No one understands and I know because when I tell people they are confused. I really hate being in this world and why people continue to bring kids here to go through the same things we are faced with is baffling. Sorry if I offended anyone. Maybe your life is better. I don't know.
I could imagine that some people would get mad that they had no choice but to be born in this world.
In this world, just being a woman, child, of color, elderly, poor, disabled, or ill gets you treated like sh!t by others of "privelege" and wealth and lighter skin.
You look around and you see a world where humans hate each other and take that hate out on each other every day. You see wars, suffering, sickness, death, and horror all around you. You don't see how the human spirit can survive its own evils. It may not survive and we will eventually make ourselves extinct.
Sharkey

United States

#4 Feb 25, 2013
Cisco Kid wrote:
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I see you live in LA.
That's enough to give you stress attacks all by itself. I start feeling stress just coming over the grapevine with all those crazy drivers fighting over twenty feet of space in front of my bumper.
Maybe relocating will help.
There's lots of nice, calm, friendly places to live.
It's easier to do than you think and probably more healthy for you.
Another thing, work on your relation with God.
Join a church and get active helping others. It will work wonders for your mind, self-esteem and outlook on life.
Life can be pretty good and it sure beats the alternative.
Peace and light for your journey.
No, relocating won't help. He'd have to relocate to another planet to get away from these horrors.
And what makes you think he has the MONEY to relocate? It costs MONEY to rent a Uhaul, travel, gas, deposit, first months', last months' AND he would have to find a new job. How do you know he can quit? Life isn't magic.
Joining a church won't help, either. That will just add to the misery he's talking about, about people treating other people badly and judging others. Churches don't help people, they create artificial divisions among the one human species that we are. Churches cultivate the very prejudice that is making our world a horrible place right now.
Cisco, your lying to him won't hekp him feel better. Your lies are just adding to the misery in this world he's referring to.

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