Suffer "in this life?"<quoted text>
When you are in Hell , you won't have any control over how your shame is going to be forced upon you as you burn endlessly in agonizing pain.
Your ignorance and arrogance will haunt you forever in the lake of fire that you're going to be burning in.
I pity you as you suffer in this life AND the next one.
How disappointing it must be for you to find that I have a great life.
A loving family, dear friends, nice home, 2 part time jobs (both of which I enjoy), a hobby that makes money (I'm never bored), excellent health for a 66 year old lady, and the freedom to do what I want...like travel the world.
I'm not rich but I always have enough money to do those things that I really want to do.
As for the "next one"...LOL!
I will be feeling nothing for *I* will have ceased to exist.
No more "me." No thoughts, no pain.
You can't frighten me with your lurid imagination.
But I do feel sorry for you, living as you do with your fear and anger.