Battered spouse syndrome.<quoted text>
What image do you think that you are projecting here? Let me help you see it:
You are livid with rage at me for my comments about your church, which you seem to feel you need to retaliate for, as you were personally attacked.
You are supposed to be loving about it, and are not free to express your rage honestly. But you can't, so you try to fool your god with passive aggressive crap like the above in the hope that I will notice your stinger, but that your god won't, or that even if he does, your salvation is not at risk because you assume that you will get forgiveness on demand. If you didn't feel that you free to forgive yourself, or that you could compel your god to forgive you, you would never risk so much for so little.
How do I know? Come here for a hug and a question:
Why do you believe that you will get heaven if you didn't get the promised peace that passeth all understanding?
"But he really loves me!"