Your god needs a Xanax.It brings god´s wrath upon the nations.
It's interesting that you accept that it can be just for a creator to bring violence on its children. Civilized people everywhere reject that. Your children will be removed from your home by the state in the most advanced civilizations in the world if you bring violent wrath on them.
Your god is obviously the creation of primitive men who came from a time and place when such a parental relationship was not yet considered monstrous, or even wrong.
You have many, many clues to help you recognize that your god is mythical. You obviously don't mind. As I said to somebody else, unlike the typical unbeliever, you wouldn't want to know that you were wrong if you are. You feel that you can absorb being wrong in this matter, and so you aren't interested.