Are you dying, G_O_D?<quoted text>
I find it depressing that someone's beliefs can lead them to such a dismal world view.
Yes, there is a lot of misery in this world but there is much more beauty and wonder. Even as I ponder my own end it is the decades of wonderful memories that surround me, not the few years of utter hell, that comfort me and long for my life to never end. There is still another lifetime's worth of things to do and marvel at!
IMHO, any afterlife described by any religion would be "Hell".
I know, we all are but is there something wrong presently?