And so you live your life you're waiting at a bus stop to be taken away. You are completely disconnected from your world. You consider it loathsome, ad say the word "worldly" with contempt.<quoted text>
Oh, I see. I'm thankul to soon be leaving this place... Just a temp thing as my home is not here on earth.
And you are also alienated from your own humanity. You have been taught to say the word "flesh" while spitting. You despise your very nature.
What chance is there of an authentic spiritual existence with that psychology and contempt for the universe? Your natural connectivity to it has been severed, making you an alien in your own world. Look at your comment above again.
Your gratitude for being here has been perverted to a gratitude to not be tortured after death. Your sense of awe for the cosmos has been rechanneled into awe for a nonexistent ghost in a nonexistent realm. And you think that because you call the ghost a spirit, that you are spiritual.
This is all very unfortunate for you. You're missing the show while sitting at the bus stop.