I see you from Germany, the hub of Secularism, so I will be patient with you :)<quoted text>
Well forget this more than 2000 years old dead Jesus. Like all other man made gods are illusions or worse fakes. Go to human science then life has a purpose and is useful!
It not so easy writer. That Jesus said he would die and rise again, that he was the promised messiah, and that only through him Jesus the son of God mankind can get to Father God Yahweh, and a bunch of others things Jesus say and prove it.
You can't ignore them things.
And the main thing I can't ignore writer. Jesus say he would send the Spirit of God to be with his followers since Jesus could not be with us in flesh and blood anymore on earth.
And I tell you writer, is a true thing.
You experience the baptism of the Holy Spirit writer, you can't say Jesus is a illusion or a fake. When you know and see God's Spirit work in you life writer, you can't deny Jesus.
So I no vex with you, I totally understand why you deny Jesus real, because you never experience Jesus in the Spirit.
Writer, if you realize what it like to know God in the spirit, you would want Jesus so bad, you willing to die for him.