Yikes.Genesis 1:26 And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth.
27 So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.
28 And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth.....
That was where man was separated from the rest of life so many centuries ago. Later, when the god names a chosen people, one tribe will be separated from the rest of mankind. Eventually, you'll be told to hate your family, hate the world, and fight your flesh. Ad even your own mind is invaded by Satan, and is not to be listened to.
It's a terrible psychological burden. It isolates you from every single thing that exists including your own body and mind.
But you have retained some of that connectivity. Good for you!